carmen_lj: (Avon dude)
I think I've finished. Oh god, I've finished. It's not just the words. I've finished the editing too. I've chopped and hacked and rearranged and I HATE IT LIKE A THING OF EVIL SO MUCH.

But it is done.

I'm going to have to read it again before I hand it in. I don't want to. Don't want to. Have to. HATE.

And I have to finish the bloody bibliography.

But my dissertation is FINISHED.

*collapses dead a bit*

ETA: Sleep is clearly the plan of sensible. But hah to that. I'm going to find something awful to watch. Like The King's Demons. Or...or...Paradise Towers. AHahahha. And hot chocolate.

ETA2: I am now offically allowed to be Excited About Star One. Oh my. This is good. 'Cept my brain appears to be too dead to realise the goodness. Curse you brain. Curse you. Give me endorphins.
carmen_lj: (ordinary morning)
I have decided that this...this thing is sucking the life out of me. I will not hate it though, no, we will be friends and it will give me words and we will both be very happy together till death. Its death. Bloody dissertation. I have 150 words left today and then I will feel as though I can Meet Targets by slowly increasing them each day, yes. That is the plan. Today's target tis/was 500 words. It is a good number, yes.

I watched The Long Twilight Struggle today, possibly my favourite season two episode of Babylon 5 for the superb speech that G'Kar gives in the council chambers. This is my own wee memorial to an actor who gave life to my favourite character in Babylon 5, an alien who was never a cypher, but a complex, living, breathing person that I never ceased to believe in. Not even in Legend of the Rangers. Andreas Katsulas was smashing at what he did, yes.

I need a nice proper G'kar icon.

And some time ago I made a not entirely sucky fanfiction cover for Orphans. But Photoshop is no longer working as a distraction. I think Pressure is getting to me. I can go and get a cup of tea, but I can't properly stop work unless I've just woken up or am planning to sleep. Which I'm not. For a few hours anyway. Yarg. Sadly, this has led to an increasingly stupid number of hours spent on OG. Which cannot be good.

Orphans Cover )

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